304. Random thought

Sometime it's best not to say anything at all =/

303. I love Beyonce..still hate the song..but LOVE her

“My makeup artist showed me the performance of Lorella Cuccarini a year ago, and it inspired me so much,” Beyonce told AOL. “I then met with the talented people who worked on it. The technology and concept were so genius. Thank God for YouTube or I would have never been exposed to something so inspiring. I never worked so hard on anything in my life as that performance for the Billboard Awards.”

So there you have it, folks. She didn’t steal the idea. Beyoncé saw something on Youtube she appreciated, then went about making it her own. And boy, did she own it.

302. My cup of care runneth dry =]

I have a summer cold. CRAP !
My nose is stuffy, I'm coughing every two seconds, and I can't hear out of my right ear. lol Figures. Any who how are you guys? What's new?

My updates:
- Started packing to move, UBERgeeked but I have discovered that Yard sale may be in order. I own WAY TOO many things to cram into one apartment.
- Teaching dance after work with my sister Melodi. She handles the moves, I handle performance technique. =]
- Movies after that with my buddy to see Thor (mind you, I'd rather see Pirates of the Caribbean but not everyone shares my dork enthusiasm)

302. Stay FAR AWAY from me love bug....

PAUSE: SECOND DATE: a night of smores and drinking games with Knight

PLAY:
Definitely expecting the worst after Mr. LG but then again he did introduce me to his family...AND I had a breakfast chat with his mom.
This could be ok right...ok maybe...ok I doubt it some how.

FB STATUS:I know how this chapter turns out and I'm not interested in the ending. Beach time with Maverick and Jaylen! =]
Text from Knight: "Hey kiddo I wanted to stop by on my way out if it's not too late. I wanna meet the mac daddy. Plus I cant have you ending this chapter so early on =)”


Sooooo let me get this right. Smart, talented guy who keeps up with my emotionally charged facebook gab?
No feelings! You stay FAR the heck away from me.
I will not be tricked into another long distance relationship
…even if it is only three hours this time.

11:05 PM
He shows up with flowers and teething bones for my puppy *melts*.

GOD PLEASE...If this is bound for crazy town, derail me asap...
I'm starting to like this guy.

Maverick AKA Mac, my new puppy =]

Yes he got his name from Top Gun. =]

301. awwww go Chris =]

Chris Brown - Should've Kissed You from Mechanical Dummy on Vimeo.

The kid is talented you have to admit but I really like the editing on this vid. I would love to see Chris Brown and Chris Parsons team up for a project. Yes I mention them both a lot, BOTH have so much skill in what they do professionally!

300. Black girls avoid wedding bands? hmm maybe =/

As a young woman of African American decent I thought it would appropriate to offer my view on marriage and how my background has influenced my decisions concerning the matter. My grandmother had several children (six in total) from different men...AND my biological grandfather didn't claim my mother until her late thirties. To this day he still ignores his other three children from my grandmother.
My mother has two children, my older brother and myself. She conceived my idiot (brother) and raised him on her own with the assistance of her family. She later married my father and divorced before my third birthday (mind you my brother resented me much of my adolescent life because I had a “father”).
I have never seen a successfulrelationship aside from the Huxtables and my Aunt Shirley and Uncle Joe.

Taking that ALL into account, I have considerable fear of rejection and commitment built not only from my mother's experiences but my own. I am afraid to be alone and lonely or committed and miserable.

I doubt highly that I will ever get married. Yes, it’s nice to dream about it. The dress, cake, invitations and such but the reality is, it may never happen for me.

I don’t trust. No matter how involved I may become with someone, there is still a voice in the back of my mind reminding me to keep up my guard. The first time I ever dropped it was with Mr. LG and my avid blog readers are familiar with our history (though most of the details have been deleted)- not exactly the best situation.

More reason for me to remain fearfully and safely lonely. I guess there is some truth to ASA’s video BUT I will leave you with this.
I am not doubtful of Prince Charming’s existence, however I am inclined to believe his course is charted for me.

299. Thoughts:

This was too cute .

any who, I have been working on my new business website and so far it's SO GOOD =]. Definitely have to get the approval of my buddy Chris Parsons before you guys see the finished product but I think you guys will appreciate it =D
For those of you in the dark, I am modeling my career path after the Susan Linnet Cox! Love her .

298. THEY ARE AMAZING!

chloevioz.blogspot.com

and so is Mike Quyen. Wonder if I could score an interview?

Check out his lookbook profile: http://lookbook.nu/mike_quyen

297. In love with their style

ooooook, my second job will be for savings and shopping only O_O.


I plan to dress my son like this =]

296. I feel pretty =]

Oh so pretty lol. J/K my loves =D
So one of my favorite Southern photogs made my year, he likeys my blog.
*does the moon walk in the lobby of her office shouting "OH YEA, WHOO HOO, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY..GET BUSY"...sits down like nothing happened*
On a more serious note, my move in date for my new place is July 1st.
Just signed the lease and I am SO GEEKED! My bedroom is Gorgeous! Well at least the way I picture the decor in my mind. It shall be HGTV meets an episode of Gossip Girl- Blair Waldrof style. Touches of Southern Charm with Upper East Side flare!
Oh yea, Love doesn’t live here anymore: =/ my love life SUCKS major apple jacks no milk. Why is it impossible to find a love that doesn't hurt? Well I guess that's a redundant question, real love should never hurt.

295. Wow. Now that's comedy!

My old company has yet to find someone to replace me.
I died of laughter. you truly reap what you sow =/
"HA HA HA", my Evil disney laugh!

294. I love this song!