H A P P Y M E M O R I A L D A Y ! hope yours was eventful...I babysat Jaylen and watched Harry Potter . yay . not .
dude . my brother made me cry lol . " YOU ARE the closest (only because no one is) to perfect female ive ever met! You have the perfect combination of Intelligence, compassion, kindness, beauty, & reliability. but im sure you already knew i was goin to say that lol.... I love you so much you are THE BEST sister any Man of Morehouse could ask for ". love, DJ ♥ .
do you understand why I love Morehouse so much ? my bro makes me so proud and happy to be his sis [ even if we aren't blood related ] I L O V E Y O U K I D !!
p.s...LOVE GUY CONVO... me: sooo I could ask for a 6,000 sq ft house, an infinity pool with mosaic tile, and a range drover ...I can have it? him: anything to make you happy. me: Hun I'd be happy if we could just stop fighting for two days =/
in class . severe pain from my work out yesterday [ gotta have a sexy sixpack for a single summer ] . currently day dreaming about waffles...butter.. and M A P L E S Y R U P ! YUUUMMM . gt2 . quiz in a few mins kids . Later L O V E R S .
Mornings like this [ when the sunlight doesn't exactly creep across my face ] I find myself thinking about him . last night was hilarious: I wanted to go to Tally sooooo bad . but it just didn't happen . siiiggghhh .
CHELSIE'S PROM IS TODAY =D i'm so excited for her! man... the last one of us to graduate.. tis a proud moment in this stage of my life =]
Later she looked G O R G E . I shed a few tears watching my little girl leave for prom ='D
sooooo I'm sick ='[ this sucks ! my nose feels like someone shoved pollen up it... I can't stop sneezing to save my life...test in a few hours N O T R E A D Y to say the least and on top of it all..I'm starving!! in Bio class . thinking about my Julian . he's awesome . landed the internship with GE . sooooo proud of my moho lol ;D
ok..gotta go guys..class is about to restart MWAH .
6:31 PM I just want to open my eyes and everything be all better...if only it were that simple . I want to advance in my life...but there are sooo many factors weighing me down . It's hard building anything on a rocky foundation...siiiggghh . tis life =/ p.s passed all exams . yay me .
Hey lovers! sorry I've been so MIA... shoots and studying . studying and shoots . currently in science class...paying slight attention . test coming up Weds so I should probably get off the blog for now lol
will keep you posted as much as possible . L O V E Y O U G U Y S !
Tia Hollingsworth:She has it... fresh look and no mistake she is a super model. Jenelle impressed me with her great attitude and natural beauty
Tia Hollingsworth Photography: think I'm starting to get this stuff ;D personal thanks to Miss Tia [ LA ] ! you're awesome ! see you soon on the west coast ! =D
May 13 at 9:21pm James B: "How do manage with people saying they know your going to big & do great things(myself included) because sometimes you live for yourself & sometimes for other people?" it's very difficult to find a happy balance so I try not to think about it much . "Que sera sera" What is meant to be, will be . I can only work, aim, and pray for the best . #waiting for the pieces to fall into place .
p.s I'm featured on one of my FAVORITE BLOGS!! YAY ME! check it out !
Good morning Lovers ! currently in Bio class awaiting my teacher's arrival . BORED out of my mind and still half asleep . G O O D N E W S : my book is under $200 . B A D N E W S : 9:00 AM class ! not exactly a morning person to say the least lol .
update: Chris Brown is young Money ?! pause for reactions . yes ladies and gents...R&B lovechild goes rap artist as the newest member of Lil Wayne's Young Money Crew . I'm G E E K E D ! check this out: Chris Brown Feat. Tyga - Holla At Me .
gotta go guys . keep you posted as the day goes . LOVE YA, later Lovers .
p.s please keep Jameel's family lifted up in prayer!
9:30 AM self notes for class: print copies of textbook chapters [ short ] read article for lab. study bio notes for next weeks test ! study lab notes for next weeks quiz .
p.s who shows up to class 30 mins late ?? you fail mam . HARD . do not pass go . DO NOT collect $200 .
9:15 PM I A M B E A T . sooo tired . In need of a back massage and an old movie . preferably an action film with lots of guns . any who...class today went great . Lots to study . nothing I can't handle . I should probably start now before my bubble bath..TTYL darlins .
I'm not sure what God is planning up there but we keep loosing the best people here on Earth . I met Jameel my first year at CAU during the Spelhouse fashion show . What I remember most... telling him that I wanted to quit but him saying... "Showing up was half the job...you're too fierce to leave now"
I am in complete shock and disbelief ...Just lost my Devon..and Spencer... the news of Jameel's passing is just devastating .
I can't even imagine the emotions hanging over ATL right now...
R.I.P Darling...Jameel Smith . a true Man of Morehouse . p.s ...I am not a person who handles death well .
Good Morning Folks . woke up feeling less than amazing at 6:25 AM . I decided to check my classes and to my surprise I have been dropped from half the courses I paid for in MARCH [ great job . really, kudos to my fine institution of higher education...NOT ] . I was heated [ no where near luke warm...I was PISSED ] .
10:45 AM currently at the hospital with my dad getting his blood work done . we've been here since 9:30 AM . uuuggghhhh . I'm going straight up to the campus after this . Three classes away from graduation and these people are making my life very difficult...not to mention mother nature has reared her fugly head again . It feels like my insides are fighting in world war III . All dramatics intended lol .
my stomach is soooo loud . I need food asap . pissed off and menstrual + hungry = makes a very unhappy Jenelle .
Checked out Chris Brown's Ustream last night... rekindled my love for the poor guy . he's so adorable . if I ever get over Mr. Love guy... I'm so gunning for CB lol [ j/k ] .
...moments pass...
chivalry is alive and well . A guy just held the door open for a disabled woman and her daughter . awesome guys . you better remember what it is to be polite . yay ! lol
I must really be bored to be posting all of this ha ha . C L E A R L Y . wonder if Mr.LG is awake ? I doubt it... ok I'm about to end this blog before I share my entire life story lol. L O V E Y O U G U Y S . Later Lovers .
1:39 PM siiiigggghh <-- pure relief .I'm all enrolled and paid up for the summer .Thank God, Jesus, Mary..and the rest of theholy royal family up there .nine credit hours till graduation..uggghhI C A N N O T W A I T !currently lollygagging outside of my 2:30 classin the hallway typing away like a little elf =]a happy one at that lol .any who...watching Gossip girl online until mi professor arrives and yadda yadda yadda .3:08 PM I really like my new teach guys . I'm actually retaining the info . great job Mr. Martin...you've done the impossible lol G O D...I want food!!
It's wonderful to know that there is always someone who is willing to listen, to offer advice, to give a smile...someone who gives generously, lives so lovingly, helps so willingly . It's wonderful having a mother like mine... Happy Mother's day mommy =D [ I love you like Prada shoes on clearance...possibly more lol ! ]
but seriously, today we celebrate the most incredible beings known to man... the women we call Mom...and if no one has told you..HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY DARLIN !
on to more pressing business...DID ANYONE WATCH THE LAKERS/JAZZ GAME LAST NIGHT?! Ok at Conard's place with Jas and Brandon watching the game in sheer disappointment . [ wearing our Laker Shirts and all ] I LOVE my team...but they barely made it . When one player is injured the rest of the team needs to step it out...and fouling with under a minute on the clock [ FISHER ] IS UNACCEPTABLE . 111.110; too close for comfort kiddos . excited we won but I'm getting a tad worried about this Cavs match up . get it together boys !
missing the HELL out of Mr.LG . he was out with his family all day yesterday.. and I was with my bestie all last night . We keep missing each other and I don't like it ='[
about to go do something productive . Later Lovers y Mothers .
after spilling out my emotional guts into a blog I thought he'd all but forgotten about... my hubby...Mr. Love Guy...called and told me: " you will always be my wife " he was just waiting for me to figure that out . needless to say I awoke with biggest smile ever =D
he graduates from college tommorow . I am so proud of him . A degree in computer science, a four bedroom house, two cars, and a woman that would do anything to make him happy . I'd say he's done pretty well for himself at 22 .
going to pick up his gift today...I ordered it a few weeks ago before we broke up...hope he likes it =]
2:44 PM looking at our old "wedding book" [ hey, don't judge us lol ] what do you think of my wedding/BMs dresses ? more wedding decor
How I feel about this longdistance.in&out.up&down.sometimesheartbreaking. relationship .
Dear Mr. Love Guy,
It's feels kind of strange writing you a letter that you'll never read but it seems to be the best therapy . You are one of the most amazing men I have ever known in my life...and though you have your own flaws...you're damn near perfect to me. You don't deserve the things I've put you through over the past year and a half because of my own insecurities and trust issues. You have been so patient in repairing my heart and with every step you take closer...I move back 50. I want to say...you were right . I expect the worst from men and I try to guard myself from you as much as possible but the truth is...you are every bit of what matters to me. I can't see my future plans unraveling without you...and I'm terrified that you won't forgive me this time. I know I asked for this separation...but I didn't know what else to do...or the correct way to handle the situation . I am so very sorry for hurting you the way I did and if these tears aren't enough to bring you back into my life...I hope you find someone better than me in every way . I hope she actually likes 2k10 more than madden...and I hope she knows how to communicate feelings...and more than that I hope she loves you more than I ever could...though I doubt that that's possible . In the beginning of our relationship...I told you that there would be times that I would flip out like a maniac and feel completely justified... but I'd love you forever and day... and babe...I meant it .
getting all types of emotional...taking a break nighty night lovers .
p.s If you love someone..I mean truly love them...tell them .
10:35 PM he read the letter... he called me... he loves me more [ *blushing smile* ]
is thinking: hardest thing ever...telling my sister in VA that Corey is really gone . I wonder when the mem. service is ? uuggghh love money..hate working = suck it up . this would be a great time to buy my condo [ down town ATL ] . I need an oil change . must lock in plans for LA & South Beach <- last min = horrible hotel . I really miss my hubby ='[ . I have amazing friends . oohh HGTV . HAPPY CINCO DE DRUNKO !
p.s I'm so blessed . I have 56% of the vote ! thank you all so much for the support . [ no clue what I'm talking about..copy the url below and vote for Ashley . ] http://deskdutydiaries.com/wordpress/2010/05/02/vote-for-the-beauty-and-brains-of-the-month
Goooood morning beautiful folks don't look so shocked...the blogger in me has arisen . after a day of shopping for Jaylen [ the POLO kid ], It's time to refocus our wallets on our moms . Maybe a Mother's day dinner...or shopping [ hmmm I may have gotten this shopping gene from her.. damn you DNA ] . I'll think of something =]
SPORTS...Mayweather handled Mosley lol . Mosley may have gotten a single punch the entire match .
Lakers are for sure going to knock Utah out the series tonight . [ not worried ] p.s bought a laker shirt yesterday . oohh yyeeaaa .
LOVE my heart = confused . blocking him out...
LIFE...my classes start in a week and I'm really excited ! I missed learning but I'm even more excited about getting my degree . yippee...progress . feels wonderful .
I've been looking over my "plan book" and all bets seem to be on...ha ha I don't know . still torn between SCAD and Florida state but my trip to Savannah will decide the winner =]
HOLLISTER is pissing me off . Trying to get my old job back but my idiot ex manager marked me . [ the kicker, HE NO LONGER WORKS FOR HOLLISTER ] I had to quit when I moved back to Fl [ which I called and explained the situation ] . now I have to get my last store to remove the mark so I can work at my first store . talk about annoyed !
any who...making a load for the machine formerly known as wally the washer =] and calling the "bootleg" cable guy... I miss HGTV . enough .
Later Lovers ! MWAH!
4:34 PM saw my brother mike today after a three year absence...missed him terribly...happy he's alive... but I also found out that an old high school friend was killed in a car accident . been crying since I found out . what is going on up there ?
R.I.P Spencer Corey Valaer . We miss and love you very much sweetheart ...my white boy .
someone once told me that the best way to cure writer's block is to just write down whatever comes to mind...rather it makes sense or not soooo...
it stormed last night . why is my neighbor cutting his grass so early ? I should wash clothes today . my finger still hurts [ slammed in window last week ] . I miss Christal [ my cousin's daughter I watched for two days ] . this whole biological clock going off can kick a burrito...not having kids anytime soon . happy to have my truck back from the shop...that rental [ Chevy HHR ] was slow lol . can't believe my repairs cost over $1600 ...I think the dealership got over . need to curl my hair today . should probably call Maxx to workout . getting fat is not fun ='[ . there's cake in the kitchen . I should get up now =] is my writer's block gone ? I think so ! hey my middle school English teacher [ Mr. Palmer ] was on to something . whoo hoo Lavilla school of the Arts ...how I miss thee . hmmmm back to the cake . I really want a slice [ fat girl moment ] . getting up .
blog ya later Lovers =D
10:50 AM Kyler Gordon: [ h a t e ] is only a form of [ l o v e ] that hasn't found a way to express itself logically...
I don't hate Mr.LG...just trying to find away to stop loving him .
dude . my brother made me cry lol .
