24. Rihanna just won't let up

Rihanna has done it again with another hot shoot for W magazine . Check out these shots . I am so proud to be a fashion lover/major right now !

23. Today sucks major apple jacks

6:00 AM
My ex calls me during prime sleep hours to discuss how I've been acting for the last couple of days [ not calling, not texting, etc. ] . To say the least I wasn't too thrilled to be having this conversation in the wee hours of the morning so I doubt If i said anything in a nice manner . I remember him saying " take it back ", in reference to me saying something along the lines of [ men in my life either die or disappoint me . you just fell right in line ] . PISSED OFF [ you did not wake me up for this crap ] . DIAL TONE . you wanted to be single....and now so do I . Don't miss me now...come on hunni...we don't work on your time .

11:00 AM
sooo my dad's in the hospital and no not just for tests . He was checked in last night around 9:00 PM [ according to my Grandmother that I barely communicate with..who knew she had my cell number ? ] . I knew he was having stomach cramps here and there..but I didn't think it was anything 'Shands' worthy =/
guess I'll be making a trip up to the famous Death machine known as Shands Hospital. yay . Guys, please pray for my dad . we're not always on the best of terms but he's still my dad [ Thanks ] .

3:06 PM
uh oh . family drama on the way . whenever my brother Delaney calls with that "we need to talk" opening line...there's something wrong . Bet 100 stacks this is something about our dear old lovely father .
on my way to Southside .
again yay .
This day is shaping up nicely [ arrggg . ]

7:53 PM
I was absolutely right . MORE family drama is afoot but you know what, I really don't care . No one on this earth created me or a heaven or hell to put me in...so why should I care about your opinions ? I have taken care of my dad to the best of my ability [ taking him to the hospital for tests, grocery shopping, picking up prescriptions, etc. ] when no one else from this so called "family" would...so excuse my french but FUCK YOU . You seem to have this idea that I'm daddy's spoiled little princess only here for his bank account..but this little Princess is grown now . I don't want to be taken care of, I'd rather do it myself kids . Go back into the little hobbit holes you crawled out of..I haven't needed you for the first 20 years of my life and I damn sure don't need you now .
[ rant over ]
any who I went to see my dad in the Hospital and he's doing A LOT better .
They have him hooked up to a heart monitor but he says he should be coming home soon . I'll def. be going back tomorrow to check on him again [ please continue to pray for my dad and this God awful excuse of a family ].

11:08 PM
Grammy's were pretty hot this year but...beyonce..hunni...of all the songs you could have preformed ! if I were a boy ? ummm ok . you like it, I love it lol .
6 Grammy wins for Mrs. Knowles-Carter .
[ can't believe Taylor took best album..don't get me wrong, I LOVE her but she didn't deserve that one ]

PINK'S PERFORMANCE . BEASSSTTTIIIEE !
I freak out when it comes to heights but anyone who can do this and sing on key..is beast .

The performance was very elegant and almost angelic . She sung "Glitter in the Air" as she twirled in mid-air...very similar to her MTV VMAs performance..but full of grace and class . two kisses mam .

22. Motivation

Cassie Ventura . Complex magazine spread .
I need to get back in shape so I can have another photo shoot .
I feel TOTALLY inspired .
Urban outfitters meets American apparel .
Bangs may be in order!

speaking of shoot worthy inspiration..Marc Jacobs Spring 2010 collection is BANANAS!!
from the designs to the hair y makeup! Everything was awesome sauce .

21. so this is what single feels like

WOW . I didn't blog yesterday . well here's a recap .
I spent the day getting enrolled in my new college . Took my dad to the hospital . Chilled with Jas and Jaylen . Went to dance practice [ back is killing me! ] . Stopped by my Aunt Crystal's house who gave me great advice about my 'relationship' [ "enjoy being single . date other guys . go out etc " ] .
& I ended the night by catching a movie with BJ . p.s he met my aunt . she just loved that he's a pre-med major and cute...Too bad he's like a little brother to me . gross >=P .

now onto today...
1. IT'S A GIRL! My little sister Danis is having a little girl [ Danila Marie Carmin ] ! I am soooo excited to be an Aunt again and Danis is going to be a wonderful mother [not too worried about her husband David's parenting skills either ] ! Daniboo is going to be so loved !


2. Corde got SUPERBOWL TICKETS! I'm super jealous folks . Wish I could go with him but I'm sure his Uncle would kill me over that ticket lol [ we're all die hart SAINTS fans ] . I guess I can wait until next year and catch a game in New Orleans . Corde said I could stay with him and he'd cook etc . Should be fun !

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20. Kick rocks in a snow storm -_-

It's got to be LOVE . He's in the middle of a snow storm and I'm texting him weather updates lol .

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19. Turning me on

[ running to meet _?_ . ttyl .]

5:38 PM
OK! Let me clear this up right now...I LOVE hot guys! I LOVE all races...as long as the body is rocking and the intelligence level is up to par..I'm soooo with it! Now that that's said...
CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY . TOM WELLING


CHANNING TATUM . JENSEN ACKLES

These men are just simply gorgeous
[ and so is that guy I met earlier..lips sealed ;D ]!

hey..can't leave the girls off ;D

CASSIE VENTURA . ROBYN RIHANNA FENTY

7:42 PM
can't believe this crap . an ICE STORM .
maybe God just really doesn't want us together .
going running . leave a message after the beep .
*BEEP* .

18. It's a sister thing

awww my sisters have blogs now!
I blog
you blog
WE blog together
LOL [ lame I know ]
Lindy: http://ohgirlstop.blogspot.com
Bobbie: http://confessionsofacouturejunkie.blogspot.com/
more coming Im sure ;D
Janae: http://janaeandrews.blogspot.com/

17. and the world keeps spinning =/

I am having an awesome day thus far...well other than waking up hella early to take my dad to the Doctor's office. eeekkkgaaadd .
Let's see, I took my truck to the service shop today to check out my engine [ little light came on ] and the guy fixed it for free...after flirting with me and giving me his business card of course [ call me anytime *wink smiley* written on it ]. whatever... dude was completely out of his league . Broken hearted or not..a girl still has standards [ lol ] .
hmmmmmmmm, I also stopped by the auto parts store to grab a few things and it seemed like every guy in the building stared at me.
Can we say "awkward" [ *cough* huge confidence booster *cough* ] ?
I almost forgot how cute I was until this guy [ had to be about 27 maybe ] asked if he could carry my things to the counter for me...
and after stumbling over his name..asked for my number [ clearly a NO ].

It's been a while since I really noticed guys looking at me...but it still doesn't change how I feel about dating right [ it's a NO GO BRO ] . =/

2:19 PM
I can not wait for Summer 10'!! I'm about to start working on my bikini body and shopping for a new swimsuit ! ..my fatty snacks, I shalt miss thee lol .
[ my friend Maxx is back in town . we work out together every now and then . ]
P.S if you're looking for a really hot model..about 6'4 brown hair.. blues eyes..shoot me an email and I'll connect ya ;D ]

3:21 PM
about to go cook [ shrimp pasta ].
thinking about my KC.CC [ inside joke ] .
wonder how the world's spinning without me there..

16. thanks for leaving me when I needed you most

I wish things could be the way they were in the beginning...
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15. Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn =/

After a night of crying, tossing, and turning...
I'm happy to say I feel a little better .
I called Cameron and he gave me great advise...
he told me a person worth crying over..
won't make you cry [ I wish I believed it ].
Really happy that were both going through break ups at the same time .
[ as God awful or ass backwards as that sounds ]
No matter what time it is..we always have a shoulder to cry on .
Thanks cammi cakes .
[ ..and NO people lol we will NEVER look at each other like that .
He's just a really good friend ]

so Today's play list
1. WALLY world..I need to refill my snack drawer [ every skinny-fat girl has one ] .
2. Check out these condos that I might be interested in .
3. Check on Jasmin and Jaylen [ Bestie and my god son ] .
4. Clean up around here . Always makes me feel great to be in a clean room =]



6:16 PM
sooo my favorite NFL team is headed to their first superbowl ever !
[I know I'm late on this update..but I just remembered to post it lol]
I am OBERgeeked and it's in MIA!! ROAD TRIP ! GO SAINTS!

14. WTFever.

8:54 PM
can't sleep . sucks major apple sauce .

10:24 PM
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11:03 PM
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I just need to sleep this off...

12:18 AM
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13. If it comes in pink, I'LL TAKE IT!

so I've been laying here thinking 'what would I like to buy myself for my 20th birthday ?'
It came to me!
I really want a cute pink gun [ the better to shot you with my dear ]with a matching dirt bike
[ what were you expecting a gucci bag..I did that last year ] !
So I started researching and I ran across this!

NIB Beretta U22 Neos 22LR 6" BBL Pink Grips !
just the right size for a petite shooter and..IT COMES WITH ACCESSORIES [ A hardcase and 2 10rd magazines ] !
Manufacturer Model #: BESPEC0468A
Type: Semi Auto Pistol
Caliber: 22LR Barrel
Length: 6"
Finish: Blued
Grips: Black Polymer with Pink Inserts
Sights: Adjustable Overall

now..my bike..

Pit Bike 125cc 4 Stroke Dirt Bike
I can't wait to get it! [ hope I can put the number 19 on the front in rhinestones ] ;D .

12. Movie Review

http://www.legionmovie.com/


I am totally in LOVE with this movie! Tyrese fights alongside Paul Bethany [ creepy pale guy from the Divinci Code ] as the archangel Michael in a confusing tale of the last good angel who rebels from God's army to return to Earth and save a human baby that is Mankind’s last hope [ not a run on sentence, I checked lol ] . This should clear things up a bit ;D



over all def. worth the price of admission! The story is easy to follow and keeps the audience engaged in the plot with a hair raising ending! GO SEE IT!

11. Thought of the moment

collab! awesome ..even under the circumstances .
Break ups suck major corn flakes . no sugar .

Taylor Swift ft. Colbie Caillat - Breathe .

10.New gadget for your girl

My sugar daddy [a.k.a fina aid lol] will be sponsoring my new phone very shortly!! =D
I found this LG KU990 on ebay! It's awwwwweeeeesssooooommmmeeee..
AND
IT COMES IN
PINK!!!




AIN'T IT CUTE! I can't wait..to be like "homie you ain't up on this" lol [ gotta love Kanye ]! =D

9. Thought if the moment

" One of the most tragic things I know about human nature is that all of us tend to put off living. We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon-instead of enjoying the roses blooming outside our windows today ." -Dale Carnegie

8. OH GIRL! It's your Birthday!

12:00 AM
20 years you have stood by me God . Thank you for letting me see this day! I love you so much ! Happy Birthday me =D

3:21 PM
wiping the tears away..getting ready for my birthday party .

1:08 AM [1.20.10]
we said...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lol . Had a wonderful birthday..filled with colorful drinks and great friends =D yay me .

7. Thought of the moment

gooooooooooossssssssssssssshhhhhhh I am truly bored . Wishing Gossip Girl was coming on tonight [ 'Life Unexpected's first episode appears tonight- CW 9:00 ] .
Ya know, if someone got me this show on DVD..it would be the BEST birthday gift ever **hint hint** lol . Well, next to a new photography camera . Someone told me I take excellent pictures, I would love to try =D

6. Happy Martin Luther King Day!

HAPPY MARTIN LUTHER KING DAY FOLKS!
Thank you google for celebrating with us but why he couldn't be IN COLOR I will never understand . Trying to avoid a law suit huh google [lol just kidding] ? Any who . As we observe Dr. Kings birthday, let us keep in mind that we have all been given dreams as well . If what you have envisioned has yet to come into flourision, keep your dreams alive through faith and speaking Gods word to annul doubt and fear .
[ For those bible readers: Check out the story of Joseph GEN 37-41 ]



ooooookkkk so moving on to this CRAZY DREAM I had last night!

I WORKED AT CHIK-FIL-A!
[I know right...I've never had a fast food job..I wouldn't be able to stop eating!]
but that's not the weird part!

There was this really long line...
with chairs like an airport terminal..

BUT WE DIDN'T SERVE ANY CHICKEN!

I woke up soooo totally freaked out so I called My ex at work . I told him the dream and he was like "babe, are you sleep talking ?" I was like "No! We didn't serve any chicken!" a tad offended...can't I share my weird dreams with my ex-boyfriend LOL .

[ later ]

I am going to sound really mean..but JACKSONVILLES MLK PARADE NEEDS TO DO BETTER! Apart of MLKs dream was accepting the differences and embracing each others cultures . if that's the case...why are there only black people in it ?! Homemade signs on Chevys...not my idea of a parade . How about we come together as a city in conjunction with our city council members to put on a parade that is actually show worthy . I am UPset . Just ignorant <3 .p.s i will never shop with my mom on MLK day EVER again . every one's a racist and we have to fight the power apparently lol . =/

5. Spotlight [ Season 2: ]

Jennifer Hudson might not like the spotlight..but I sure hope these two don't mind! The goal is simple. Each month, I want to spotlight brilliant talent within the fashion industry. From designers to models, bloggers to students! I salute you!


DESIGNER SPOTLIGHT
Who: Cali girl Lily L.
Where: Cali of course
Why: just look for yourself..


Shop Lily L.: http://www.lilyl.com/

BLOGGER SPOTLIGHT
Who: Kyrell McKoy
Where: AUC, ATL, GA
Why: HE'S AMAZING! Truly one of those guys that you feel blessed to have met in a lifetime. Snazzy dresser, awesome model, and the true essence of a Morehouse man. He might just be the next big thing ladies and gents ;D

Check him out: http://www.astoldbyky.blogspot.com

Who: Larry Lobster
Where: Everywhere, USA
Why: Meet Mr. Wright..not to be confused with Mr. RIGHT [ lol ] .
great creative vision and will to match . I can see him taking over the industry one day..after I'm retired .


Check him out: http://www.jetfuelabusers.net

4. Thought of the moment

For a girl with no Job...I sure have A LOT of clothes! Time to make a donation kiddos [remember giving is a gift within itself]. in the mean time..check out these sites for the hottest fashions and styling ideas ;D

http://www.storets.com/
http://www.shopnastygal.com/
http://www.neneee.com/
http://www.modcloth.com/
http://asos.com/
http://www.fashiongrail.com/

who needs a top 20 ? These are my ulitimate favorite songs coming into the new year!
1. Owl City - Fireflies
2. Trey Songs - Invented Sex (Remix) Ft. Usher & Keri Hilson
3. Everlife- Goodbye
4. Young Money- Bed Rock
5. We The Kings- Check Yes Juliet
6. Rihanna ft. Jeezy- Hard
7. Boys Like Girls Ft. Taylor Swift- Two Is Better Than One
8. Taylor Swift- Fifteen
9. Drake ft. Lil Wayne & Nut Da Kid)- Stunt Hard
10. Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester- Good Girls Go Bad
11. John Mayer- Who Says
12. Rob Thomas- Someday
13. Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
14. Toni Braxton ft. Trey Songz- Yesterday
15. The Pussycat Dolls- When I Grow Up
16. Nicki Minaj- Itty Bitty Piggy(Beam Me Up Scotty)
17. Taylor Swift- Our Song
18. Nicki Minaj- Can Anybody Hear Me
19. TAYLOR SWIFT- PICTURE TO BURN

3. Thought of the moment

"It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone - so far ." -Marilyn Monroe <3 .
either way...being unhappy sucks major apple sauce .

2. Taylor Swift: Spotlight [ Season 1: ]

"Fearless platinum" is total awesome sauce! The cd features 5 new songs ("Jump Then Fall," "Untouchable," "Come In With the Rain," "SuperStar," and "The Other Side of the Door"), in addition to a piano version of "Forever and Always" and the 13 original tracks!! Def, check it out!

1. Thought of the moment

“Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary.”
-Sir Cecil Beaton ( English fashion and portrait photographer and an Academy Award-winning stage and costume designer for films and the theatre) <3 .
'At some point...you have to start living for yourself'. I posted that to my facebook to sum up my feelings towards my life at this point. I haven't made a single decision dictating the future of my own life. My parents make the plans and I follow..leaving me...confused . scattered . isolated . Cecil Baeton's quote has inspired me to change that. starting today...I will write my own future. From the University I attend to the career of my choosing. I will be daring, different, and completely impractical.

Dear mom and dad..your little girl isn't little anymore .